The Woman I Once Knew

My cup runneth over
With sadness and despair
Lord, why did you make me
Why did you put me here?
My heart is so heavy
My mind so confused
Can't see any joy
For all of my blues
Where once there was sunshine
It's now dark and bleak
Overflowing with love
The pain now so deep
Once anxious to awake
Now anxious to sleep
Thoughts in my head
Are morbid and deep
Fearful of not being
Yet living in fear
Lord make my cup bigger
To hold this despair
Then double that cup
A new me to prepare
Fill it with joy
No longer despair
Some self love too
To bring me back to...the woman I once knew